April 8, 2011 Cami took her own life. April 8, 2021, now it's been 10 years. I think of her every day and miss her so much. I bought this bouquet from our local grocers, Red roses represents Cami's spirit, the white shasta daisies represents my spirit. I began painting it from life, but I paint painstakingly slow and had to revert to the photo. Every stroke is a stroke of love.