This series began as a continuation rather than a departure—an effort to give new life to the wax left over from previous paintings. What might have been discarded instead became the foundation for something playful and intuitive. Each piece carries a sense of history within it, as layers of past work are gathered, combined, and transformed into something entirely new.

The process starts with rolling small balls of wax, blending together a range of colors. With each addition, the combinations become richer and less predictable. There is a tactile satisfaction in this stage—working the material by hand, feeling the resistance and softness as colors merge and evolve into something uniquely their own.

Once the wax forms feel complete, they are arranged into a grid-like composition. This stage becomes a quiet exercise in observation and decision-making. The placement is not rigid, but responsive—guided by color relationships, spacing, and balance. Each “gumdrop” finds its position through a process that is both deliberate and instinctive.

Visually, the finished works carry a sense of joy and familiarity. The rounded forms and vibrant colors evoke memories of candy—playful, sweet, and nostalgic. They connect back to childhood in a way that feels immediate and unfiltered, tapping into a simple kind of happiness that exists outside of overthinking or analysis.

At the same time, the act of placing each element becomes meditative. There is a rhythm to the repetition, a quiet focus that allows everything else to fall away. In this way, the paintings serve not only as expressions of color and form, but also as a means of clearing the mind—an intentional pause where process and presence come together.