Emergence is an adaptation of a larger painting in oil on a wood panel, titled ‘Light Up the Darkness”. In this illustration, I have emerged from the darkness of my past and am well on the way to healing the childhood trauma that consumed and overshadowed much of my life. I am looking back one last time to be sure that my demons are not following me and making the decision to sever ties with those responsible for my abuse. Making the decision to step away from family can be terrifying, but I knew I couldn’t fully heal with them in my life.
The flaming torch, held high, lights the way to a brighter future and dispels any doubts that I have a right to be better than my past. Family and friends can be some of the most vicious opponents to a survivor’s healing process. Those who have not experienced abuse will often doubt the veracity of your story and question your motives. You must be strong enough to walk away from them as well, if necessary, and pursue a future that supports your well-being and self-esteem. The first steps in the process are difficult, but crucial, and the reward is a path to healing.