Joan is an amateur artist and healing justice expert spawned by the Chihuahua Desert, now nascently based in Mexico City. Out of this landscape they trace the origins of their mission in life - to build resilience as a catalyst for change. They came into the world in 1992, the same year when the enigmatic Ciudad Juarez femigenocides began and the groundbreaking publication of Dr. Judith Herman's Trauma and Recovery: the Aftermath of Violence -- from Domestic Abuse to Political Terror also entered the collective fabric. This place of contradiction where wall and bridge -terror and recovery - life and death mirror each other is the site Joan intimately mines as an artist and seeker of integration. For 11 years now, since leaving the dis-membering heat of the EPTX/Ciudad Juarez borderland, they have been committed to a rigorous journey of trauma recovery that has endowed them with a multi-dimensional healing art praxis and depth of presence only embodied experience can reveal. Beside an innate haptic relationship to the world Joan reluctantly earned a BFA from the School of the Art Institute of Chicago in 2017 following a checkered college career. Since 2016, when Butoh dance-theater, Zen Buddhist, and natural dyeing philosophies in practice became the heart of their meaning-making process they have been intuiting an embodied resilience curriculum. Joan's holistic approach encourages dialogues with collective ruptures from the maternal source and foregrounds playful reverence for deserted, violated, and innocent objecthood.