The Otherside

This is called The Otherside. I named it this because, this is something to address for anyone who'd ever entered my life and thought I never gave a shit about you. I'm one super sensitive soul, the feelings I've always had around people always came to be the negative in my head alot. I still remember pictures and words from what people said to me back in school, and to this day, from childhood, to middle school, high school, even after graduated. I wish I could explain this without anyone thinking I'm crazy, but i think i have a great memory. Because its not just my memories I've had, but also songs, movies, lyrics, singing, but also I seem to use my imagination to picture and place things that arent there to make things enjoyable in life. I do talk to myself alot LOL Its just having a full time job, and doing this art everyday has me more self absorbed because of wanting to chase a dream. But on the good side people tell me I'm the smartest person they know. Which is very nice and very sweet ❤️
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But also I met @__eternal.love__ just over 6 months ago. And I never in my life would have ever seen it ever, never. And I bet everyone who've came to know me is probably thinking its about time. But that's what the Eagle was representing in The Otherside. Ive always had sexual fantasies if anyone ever thought I was boring. But of course I never had taken the leap of faith of chasing romantic relationships. Literally feels like a dream knowing someone came into my life to show me light ❤️.
Also the dome means my closed mind that I've had for so long that I didn't realise was closed. And around it is Purpose and Failure. Chase the Dragon, and The Eagle. One chases the fire, and One repeals away from it.