Black and White Series

Found Myself In The Middle
Focused on validation
I lose myself
Working and doing
Absent of the quiet joy
Will my inadequacy be noticed?
Am I enough?
I futurize my possible failure
Filling up with perceived expectations and comparisons.
And then it all becomes ridiculous.
Somewhere in the middle i find myself
Remembering I can choose different
I choose better
My focus changed
Somewhere in the middle awareness enters
The momentum fills the cracks of my insecurity
Somewhere in the middle I remember I am enough
Again.