I am happy, finally free, and still I ache, feeling torn apart, my insides churn and call out over too many yesterdays when they violated me, should have

The full title is "I am happy, finally free, and still I ache, feeling torn apart, my insides churn and call out over too many yesterdays when they violated me, should have held me, should have empowered me, instead took the words out of my mouth, silenced me, severing my psyche, I was just a child, how could they"